Have life just kicked you down?

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Jun 9, 20243 min read

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My name is Lubka.

I used to laugh... I was one of the happiest people in the world... In last 7 years I lost my mom, 2 my close friends and mentors and the man I love. I lost my first business and the investment and I had to shut down my second business due severe health problems. I coached skiing for almost 20 years and due injuries I had to change career path I loved. I'm learning to live through all that... Let me show you how...

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March 8th'26 Women's Day

Hey you, I haven't been posting at all.. I've been struggling. Not the way I struggled for last two and half years. And now, on the top of everything, I'm struggling with the idea of going back. One part of me wants to go back, I have friends there and I felt home there... but what if my hell lives there too? What if I'll just fall back into the deep darkness? On one hand, I need to get out of here. I planned a big mountaineering trip after and that is not going to happen.

Mar 91 min read

February 22nd'26

Hey you, How have you been holding on? Can I be honest here? I don't think about my death anymore. I don't dream about not waking up anymore. I still cry when I run... and still have dark moments. ... but, I'm surrounded by my close friends and people who sincerely see the good in me and keep showing me that I'm loved and cared for. That, If I wanna stay here, I can... It feels great... The other day, I had a glass of wine (or two...) at my friend's place and I ran into an

Feb 231 min read

February 2nd'26 Deja vu

I've been postponing writing. I've been up and down for a few weeks. xxx How are you holding on? Are you working on your daily routines? Are you being kinder to yourself? You know, I feel a bit better... since I'm on the other side of the world surrounded by people who love me and believe in me. I still cry... I still don't heal... I just exist.. and train.. What about you? xxxx Yesterday, I decided I have to train harder and work harder to achieve my climbing, mountain

Feb 31 min read

February 4th'23

Butterflies... I knew R for sometime. I knew of him for a few years by now. I used to see him in the climbing gym with his girlfriend. I used to think I would like to have a man like him in my life... Earlier this year, after I payed of my dept and finally felt happy in years, I met him again in the same climbing gym. He was a great climber, very precise and committed... and way better than me. I chatted with him a few times. I was just having a time of my life... Finally

Jan 61 min read

I'm Lubka. I used to be the happiest person in the world. I had a career I loved, I travelled the world, I loved my life...

... and then life started to kick me down... again and again... I lost my mom, 2 close friends and mentors, the man I love. I lost my first business and pretty much all the investment I made. I had to find a new career path. I lost my second business due sever health problems...

Now, I'm using everything I learnt in my 20 years as a ski coach to push through all the struggles life threw at me...

Hope, it will help you to do the same...

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